Emotions that I can't run away from..

How hard can it be? I mean... it's not rocket science..and even that.. can still be done.

To a certain extent, it's just me but I refuse to indulge myself into something that I am not sure of.

But hey.. Isn't that what it's all about?

Hell im stuck and it's stupid to put myself into this situation because the chances of it being what I'd like to imagine is mere.

But that is only because I believe she has another... How much of that is true?? I don't know but...

What if it's not? What if... it's false truth...

What if all this while.. It has been an opaque screen and im not seeing it clearly..

Maybe she deserves to know.. So I deserve a chance.. but I hate awkwardness..

How can people ever act like nothing happened at all? I just can't see me doing that..

The only brightside here is that.. what if there isn't any awkwardness but smiles all the way?

Isn't that a scene to believe... but my doubts are not YET clear so...

I'll wait... and eventually see her fall into someones hands again like every other in my recent past..

I don't want to let this one slip away but I have lacked confidence and my confusion is only getting worse..

I can't let this one slip again..It'l be a waste.. Do you know how difficult it is for me to find someone?

Here comes the frustrations but it's just facts I believe..

CollegeKid out