Deprivation over some..

I feel like some people don't deserve to be a part of me and my little life for the moment..

It's like.. How they deprive me when they don't need me and when they do.. that is when they come to me. Like I am only used and spoken to when their life has crumpled and there isn't anyone else to entertain them..

Or like..when they find someone else to entertain them.. they don't talk me and finally out of random they'll talk to me when that other person isn't there to entertain them.. and suddenly in the middle of the conversation.. it just shuts off.. cuz the other person suddenly came on..

That's not fair is it?

I think that you don't deserve to be a part of me.. Because you are indirectly using me. And I don't like to be used.. it hurts even more when you actually care about that person and some just comes along and take em away.

This is only temporary but I feel like we should spend some time apart.

CollegeKid out