Whats the craziest thing you've done lately?

How long have you ever been on the phone?

I think last night I just broke my record of my life being on the phone.. it was like..the craziest thing I've done lately. haha..

Last night me and elianne decided to spend time together on the last day of 2009 by talking on the phone.

Which is fine but..depends how long right? XD

7hours and 41minutes. Beat that! we just kept on talking and talking.. and we had no idea what we were talking.. thats for sure. haha I miss her. I want to see her soon :( Wish I can celebrate NewYears with you Elles.

What a way to spend our last day of 2009 kan Elles? XD

<3

CollegeKid out

Final movement.

Pei Ern left today..or yesterday now actually.. It's already Thursday. Well.. She left on Wednesday 30th December 2009.

All I can say is. I'll miss her..and I miss her already. haha.. Can't believe time flies yes?

Like she's now leaving for good.. like going there.. study there.. and not coming back for months. I don't know how many months but months la.. :(

Im sorry if I've hurt you and made you angry at me and all that.. Besides, I bet I have.. haha.

right Elmo? XD cheers. BeGood in aussie.

Well have fun in Australialand and all.. just like.. take care. and come back in one piece. lol <3

CollegeKid out

With New Years Around The Corner.

New years around the corner and first things first.. Id like to wish everyone a HAPPY NEW YEAR! May 2010 be a blast.

2009 has been filled with memories I guess..

This year.. I had IGCSE's. and then I graduated from high school.And then with only 2 weeks break. I had to start college.

but College hasn't been bad.. It has been a blast with people I met.

-Aisya Yusri

-Iman Alia

-Etain Chow

-Howard Goh

-Nicholas Lorenzo

-Naqib Idris

-Owen Lai

-Hardin Mohamad

This is just the bunch I play pool with.. and the ones who I go to lunch with. and the ones I had memories with. haha..

Pool has been great. Must be something I spent the most money on this year.

Most memorable moment this year was..

Me getting stopped at a roadblock in Melaka. and its also something some of the bunch can't forget.

Just some of the things we remember and we cheerish. lols. It's been great... But theres always something lacking.. Sometimes loneliness kills but.. with friends around. thats just something to cheerish..

Wish can celebrate new years with these people. MaxLee and PeiErn but they're not here.. So it's not all happy happy. There are sad moments. But theres nothing to be sad about. They'l eventually come back..

But 2009 has been a year of movement. I hope 2010 will be a year of implementation and action.And a year of love. a year of wealth. a year of moving forward.

May things be much better in 2010.

Happy New Year to all :)

CollegeKid out

open

Alot to update on... soooo.... Hang on..

but to clear your minds up.. This is whats keeping me busy

yes iPhone. My iPhone has finally arrived. XD

so.. yeahh.. it'l keep me occupied ;P

CollegeKid out

Does pain lead to glory?

To answer that question.. I myself am not sure. I am sick of routine life where you wake up. you eat. you work. and then you eat again. and then when you go back home... you eat again.

This is rather sickening when you think of it but because it is so routinely done, we don't realise it anymore..

There are people who spend their life eating and then theres people like me who don't really eat as much as those who do but are fat. Or obese. Which ever makes it sound worse and cleverer. Way pass across the people like me.. comes people who somehow has a high metabolism rate which no matter how much their food intake is... They'l never grow sideways. Sometimes im sick of eating because all it does is make me grow bigger but then when I don't eat.. I'll still grow or be the same size. Which is like.. rather useless. If thats the case.. Why not eat right?

You see that is not the point.. When you have a low metabolism rate, you eat youl grow and when you dont eat.. youl grow aswell.. To solve this problem.. is to ~ work out. Not weight lifting sort of work out but cardio workout. This is the problem solver.. Well, sort of because when you start doing that, comes your food intake. It has got to be taken cared of..

It is important to spend less time eating the food at the bottom of the food pyramid and spend more eating the ones in the middle of the pyramid. But rice is a total no-no. Its carbohydrate and that'l kill you. Just.. honestly trust me on this.. a TOTAL NO-NO.

So heres what im doing.. No rice.. Jog about 15km a week and do at least 30 sit ups a day. And if you go to the gym. Do the treadmill and the bicycle.. The other thing is.. don't get carried away and do Weights.. because when you're still in growing age (12-21years old for boys and 9-19 for girls), you'l stop your thoroid gland from working therefore it'l slow down your height growth.

And as I am right now.. in pain because I got carried away. Its just so tempting when you go to the gym to do weights.. so yeah.. I fell down.. My legs are killing me. I cant climb stairs and I can't walk properly. I can't ever sit down properly. It'l take 2-3 days to heal but that is just an effing load of time...

So yeah.. thats my life.. Im trying to get to an ideal weight of about 65KG but that may be abit ambitious.. So at the moment.. Im trying to hit 80KG first. How hard can it be yes?

CollegeKid out

Deprivation over some..

I feel like some people don't deserve to be a part of me and my little life for the moment..

It's like.. How they deprive me when they don't need me and when they do.. that is when they come to me. Like I am only used and spoken to when their life has crumpled and there isn't anyone else to entertain them..

Or like..when they find someone else to entertain them.. they don't talk me and finally out of random they'll talk to me when that other person isn't there to entertain them.. and suddenly in the middle of the conversation.. it just shuts off.. cuz the other person suddenly came on..

That's not fair is it?

I think that you don't deserve to be a part of me.. Because you are indirectly using me. And I don't like to be used.. it hurts even more when you actually care about that person and some just comes along and take em away.

This is only temporary but I feel like we should spend some time apart.

CollegeKid out

Checklist

Above and beyond all the life events..

there are present things in my life that is constantly ongoing.. lols

My car finally hit 80000 this week.. thats 80000kilometres. And that is just alot of travelling..

there are a couple of things I want to do.. So heres the checklist

- K&N free flow Air Filter

- Remove Catalytic Converter and fit staight on system

- New Suspensions.. Preferably Koni or Eibach

- Boot Spoiler

- Hikari Bodykit

- Bolt on light supercharger

Heck that is alot of stuff to do but then is a whole lot of car.. I do really love that car..

just something about it that I really like..

At least that is something in my life that I can be proud of and say it's mine.. :/

She's called Suzie. haha.. everybody should name their cars. :)

CollegeKid out

Emotions that I can't run away from..

How hard can it be? I mean... it's not rocket science..and even that.. can still be done.

To a certain extent, it's just me but I refuse to indulge myself into something that I am not sure of.

But hey.. Isn't that what it's all about?

Hell im stuck and it's stupid to put myself into this situation because the chances of it being what I'd like to imagine is mere.

But that is only because I believe she has another... How much of that is true?? I don't know but...

What if it's not? What if... it's false truth...

What if all this while.. It has been an opaque screen and im not seeing it clearly..

Maybe she deserves to know.. So I deserve a chance.. but I hate awkwardness..

How can people ever act like nothing happened at all? I just can't see me doing that..

The only brightside here is that.. what if there isn't any awkwardness but smiles all the way?

Isn't that a scene to believe... but my doubts are not YET clear so...

I'll wait... and eventually see her fall into someones hands again like every other in my recent past..

I don't want to let this one slip away but I have lacked confidence and my confusion is only getting worse..

I can't let this one slip again..It'l be a waste.. Do you know how difficult it is for me to find someone?

Here comes the frustrations but it's just facts I believe..

CollegeKid out

solitary and confused..

This is going to be plain and dull... no colours..

All I have been thinking of lately... is you..

Why?... what is it that make me feel this way about you..

Im confused most of the time by you... but you still catch my attention..

I don't know how to approach you. I don't know what to talk about with you..

But all I know is.. that I can't get you out of my mind.....

CollegeKid out

What the $%&*

Ever been in a roadblock before? If you haven't, you wouldn't understand... I have been through 10 roadblocks this year and last thursday, on my 11th roadblock.. I got stopped.

You know, it doesn't matter if you have proper documentations when you get stopped but when you dont... It makes a whole load of difference.

Until you actually get this, and I sure do hope not... who won't understand. The feeling of like.. losing your balls right at the scene..

It was in Melaka, at about 230am... an unforgettable event.. nuff said..

CollegeKid out

So you just let go of the hand that is already holding you?

Today was the most tiring day ever.. I went everywhere! Woke up at 1130 and left the house at 1230..

Went to Carrefour to sell me mums phone.. then came back home. Picked up mum.. Went to KLCC.. then walked to KL convention centre for the PC Fair to go pick up something XD

ah yes.. the 'pick up something' part. It's something I didn't really want anymore but I ended up able to get it anyways. haha.

Went to PC fair.. we were suppose to get my mums iPhone. She got a standard 8GB 3G iPhone.. So while sitting.. and being jealous at the same time.. I was just there.. thinking.. of all the things I can do with the iPhone. Applications..Music..Video..

I know its not thatt cool anymoree.. everyone has it but It's still sort of worth it. Of course after what happened last time with my OLD iPhone. Broke that.. soo yeahh.. was just there.. thinkingg.. and thinkingg... soo yeahhh

Ended up booking an iPhone 3GS 16GB in white :D only thing is that I have to wait for two months.. which sucks.. but.. maybe it's a good thing.. in that time I can collect some money to pay for it you know? haha so yes.. White iPhone.. Something I wanted agess ago and stopped wanting it.. but now.. Getting IT.. XD

Then when that was settled.. I went to GreatEastern to have some lunch.. Ended up meeting someone who I at the moment hate.. Elianne Sara Johan. and course Elisha was there too.. but I don't hate Elisha.. She's nice :D but Elianne.. pfft.. rawr! annoyedd annooyyeeedddd... you hearing me elles? im annoyeeedd! hahaahaa XD

oh well... so yeahh.. had some lunch.. walked around.. and then after thatt.. We ended up going to The Curve.. like WTH!!!

But the highlight of the day was probably the Curve.. :)

Met up with Adam and Airil (btw they are my lil nephews. 4years and 2 years of age) and my bro and sis course... we went to eat at BubbaGumpShrimp.

I though it was quite funn.. So like.. while I was there.. I met this part time waitress.. She's pretty cute.. Love her accent and all that.. but perhaps she was abit older than me. Of coursee.. haha.. so i was just like.. doing nothing.. Cuz i didnt eat. Just had SPRITE :)

She was a good waitress actually.. lols kept on serving us. and like.. I was doing this puzzle that they gave.. I hateee puzzless!! can never figure them out. haha SO I DIDNT.. and I just asked her.. lols.

just before leaving.. We had a little chat.. Her names Sierra. Pretty cool name.. lols.. I never thought of such name for my daughter before but it might just make it.. haha She's like half dutch and half sarawakian. lols.. shes pretty cute I guess and all.. Talked to her and all.. then just before leaving.. I don't know what I did but I had a brain wave and i asked for a way to contact her.. haha So she took the napkin and wrote her email to me and all.. I was like.. wtf did i just do.. ahaha but it was pretty cool.. XD oh but I don't like her in that wayy.. i just think shes cute.. but i guess shes pretty much wayy older than me and all.. hahaa.. IM 16!!! geez!!

CollegeKid out

My last day in Brunei

My final day in Brunei..The whole reason of me coming here. Is to play at the B-@ktif Pro-Am Tournament at RBA Golf Club. Was up early. T-off was suppose to be at 6:45am and registration at 6am. By about 5am I was up for the shower and everything. So I arrived and had some breakfast. And so I just played my normal game. It was alright. I shot 82 at the practice round yesterday. So i was expecting today to be hanging somewhere around there. lols

I shot 83 today. I thought it wouldn't be good enough but it seems... I won second place :) I felt so excellent I tell you. I have never won a trophy before. The last time I won, it was the club championship and I just got 300bucks voucher but the feeling of getting a trophy was something really different. haha.. It feels really good coming to brunei to come back with something like that and that's the little trophy....

YES IT'S NOT BIG BUT IT'S NOT BAD XD

And then when the issued the lucky draw. I was guess I got lucky and the wrapped up pressie down there is the lucky draw prize :) I got a DVD Player. lols. I mean.. thats not bad right? Trophy.DVD Player. I should come to Brunei more to play golf. XD What a day to finish off in Brunei. Tomorrow morning I will be leaving and coming back home. My flights at 11:35am. Soo yeahhhhh... well.. what a great outing today is. lols

CollegeKid out

"THE SECRET TO WINNING...IS CONSTANT,CONSISTENT MANAGEMENT"

i READ this everyday when I come out of the apartment. I don't know why it's there but I read that this morning before I left again and it gave me results... Soo... good! XD

Bulan Baru

So,

New Moon was released today and I happen to be the first few in Brunei to watch it. I watched the first showing at the biggest cinema (which is so damn small -_-' ) in the country. It was good! Better than Twilight movie and that's a good thing...lols So I read the book before and while reading.. All I could think of is when Edward will come back to Bella but the movie put a different perspective in my view. The movie showed what Bella's life is like with Jacob. And I think in a very weird and complicated way, Jacob is better. He is more human and being a wolf... it's just soo awesome. I love the dog XD I want one as a pet and if you haven't watched the movie.. Trust me. the wolf animation is just awesome..

And at the end part..when Jacob left Bella.. The movie brought me a feeling that I didn't get from the book. The feeling of sadness in Jacob. All I felt in the book was happy to have Edward back for Bella. But Jacob.. He was... devastated.. and... its really sad..to be Jacob. And I know what that feels like.. to be like Jacob. :/

But the movie is just awesome.. Though how I wish I watched with someone who read the book.. Like Amal for instance XD And I miss that girl. lols. we'll watch it together and I can bet Im going to be watching this movie a billion times more in the coming few weeks XD

Second Part in Play

Results came out. And Business Maths was a blunder. I failed that.. Well... Economics was expected a failed. so yes. F!

If i'll look into the bright side.. Im happy that I don't have to repeat the whole semester.. But it means I have to spend my life almost everyday from 8am to 6pm xcept for Friday. which is. Well.. thats 34hours of class time a week. -_-' which is a lot.. deary help me.. but I believe I'll get used to it.

This time.. no more games.. no more playy.. all work and little play.

CollegeKid out

lookeyy...

So im in Brunei still.. At the apartment course and I just had Roti Telur and Instant Indo Mie in cup. lols Like thats a healthy breakfast but im full.. I haven't hanged me clothes yet but will do so when I take a shower right after I write this in. lols

Soo.. 4 days in and I am livid. I took a walk to this mall nearby which is like.. The second biggest mall and its only the size of ampang point.. but they had almost everything inside. Movies.Shopping.Arcade.Food.Phones.Computers... And how have they done taht? A small place all dumped into one centre. and that is what basically this country is all about. It proves to people like the americans that you dont need to be big to have everything. You can be small.. and yet significant. hah.. weird. I'd go with the theory of 'The bigger the better"

While walking, I also discoved that "shuffling" has just arrived in this country and its soo weird. I mean come on.. Shuffling was like sooo 2 years ago. -_-' Them teens were all in hoodies and black skinny jeans and colourful pants and all that. reminds me of them rempits back in KL. My first thought was like "wtf, theres rempits here too? they're fucking everywhere". haha

oh well.. I have yet to make a full circle round the island but will do so soon. I mean.. I've got till next Monday to be here. hmm..

CollegeKid out

The big B in Brunei

Hello!

Im back in business of typing and writing.. cuz im hell bored.. Im at the apartment at the moment. Just finished washing my own clothes -_-' I mean.. when was the last time I did that? Like...Never you knowww. But a learning experience which eventually I will have to do when I start going abroad and living on my own. OR! I could just send it to the laundry shop :P

So.. Im in Brunei and it weirdly feels like I haven't changed country. You knoww.. like when you go to Singapore.. You can feel the change but here? no. it feels just like home except of course at night.. Where it feels like im in the 19th century when there were curfews and all that.

After 9 o'clock? everyone round town starts to go missing.. like theres no human souls in the city and there are so few cars running around on the road still. It feels like 2 in the morning after 9pm. Its weird :S and then comes the timing..At about 6:30 ish. It's dark.. like seriously dark you knoww! like the moon is all up.. Like its pass 8pm back home. Which is disturbing my bioclock abit. And it feels eekyyly weird. hmm and I gotta do this for 10 days -_-

I for one person love flights.. I love the way the plane is set up. I love the way how the mechanical sound comes in when its about to take-off and land. I love it when they extend the width of the wings to make it more aerodynamic. I love in flight food, in flight entertainment. Weirdly up the extent that I even love the in-flight toilet. I mean.. How much more weird can that be right?

Up in the sky.. I love looking down. I love looking into the clouds and the sky. I love looking up outside the atmosphere and wonder what it's like to be out there. It's a bizzare thing but it's me.

The best part of the flight of course is travelling with MAS. Air Asia is just all about flying from point A to B. but MAS is about flying during point A to B. All in, comes the entertainment, the comfort, the food and the plane itself.

I was served Nasi Lemak with Chicken and Prawns with Orange Juice and I requested for milk. Because somehow having milk.. in the sky is soo much nicer. Its weird but you should try it.

Of course there wern't any form of entertainment because I flew in a 737. It's the smallest commercial aircraft there is and it's just about short flights. Unlike long distance flying for like Australia or China, you'l go in a 777 or Airbus A330. Or for even longer non-transit flights. You'l go with the 747 which is the mecca of in-flight entertainment. I mean.. Every seat gets a TV Screen which you can play games. watch movies. all that.. and if you travel First Class or Business Class. You can even get the seat to turn into a bed. Thats! how good it is..

All in all.. I love being in flights.. I have decided im going to have to buy a private jet for myself eventually just to travel everywhere :) and of course.. eventually im going to have to get license to fly for the higher level of enjoyment. lols

When I arrived in MIRI, SARAWAK.. It was all good. Flying alone is like the most fun best thing you can do ever.. Honestly! I mean you're free to do anything you want without getting questioned by parents and then comes the.... experience of custom checks when you're below 18. ahaha.. Its fun and funny. XD

So eventually I got picked up and taken into Brunei. Travel from Miri to the border of Brunei is only about 20 minutes from the airport. but from the border to Bandar Sri Begawan which is the capital.. its about 2 and half hours. its only 130km from the border but dual carriage way at the speed of about 60-100km/h not very fast. -_-

but the best bit is that.. On the way, the amazement came in. Eventhough its like kampung houses but every house would have at least 3 cars and we're not talking cheap arse cars here. Cars like Lexus IS250. Toyota Alphard. one house even had an underground parking. A big arse house in the kampung area in front of the road. I was only able to saw Mercedes S class. A Porsche 911 and a Lexus LX570 offroad car. But like.. what the heck! I'll talk more about cars in another post but. the amazement of it is there. When I arrived.. even more amazement.. There are cars not available in KL but is here.. Like Ford Focus ST and Dodge Charger. All that stuff. oh well.. But it was a good travel. and will be going off in an hours time to play golf :)

BOIENG 747-400

My favourite commercial aifcraft until MAS gets the Airbus A380. It can travel 12000KM. Will do a speed of 900+km/h and the comfort and entertainment. Goodness. I love it. and i wanna go first class in in again. Its been 8 years since my last flight in a 747. :( miss it soo much.

Well.. this pic is a random one. Its Aisya's turtle/tortoise or whatever i dont know.. lols Naqib made a funny putting them in those position. lols but oh well.. it was during Howie's birthday.lols
well.. till later then. Gonna go see if the clothes are dried yet XD

CollegeKid out

Forgive me again!

Okayy i give up.. im just giong to update.. when i update.

haha

whats upp guysss??? howss youu?? i havent wrote on this in agess.. cuz ive been busy with exams and most of the rest of the time I just cant be bothered and lazy XD

So am currently at the car wash. Washing the Merc. The Merc CLS 55 AMG. The coolest car in the whole car wash here.. theres currently an Toyota Alphard, Nissan 350Z, Volvo XC70 Crossover, Volvo XC90, Mercedes C32 AMG, Perdana V6 (blerghhh used to have that), a MyVi (dont wanna comment on it anymore cuz soo many of my friends now have this car. might offend them =P) and theres a Porsche 911 Carrera 2S in the Painting section. hmm

So I always send at Carnauba Autospa. Cuz.. i dont know.. I get wifi and astro and 50" HD TV and Coffee and Orange Juice. I wish they food right now though XD but still better than nothing. and oh yeahh.. almost missed out on AirCond. which is nice. unlike other carwash. :) and im coming back later to wash my Swift =) another cool car cuz i drive it.. ahaha

So so.. Am on holiday now. 2 weeks. on friday im going to Brunei. So i'll update more when im there.. cuzz i'll be bored.. maybe. haha but then I have golf competition to do hmm

* wait, my feets itchy* write more bit later..

im gonna go watch James May Toy Stories Episode 3 =)

CollegeKid out

Go and find a way out.

Morning

Am not going to say good morning because it has not been a good morning. Neither has it been a good evening, a good afternoon or a good night. I must explain at this moment that the letter that I have been expecting for the past month or so has finally arrived. Sounds fine but it arrived when im not home and I had to face the consequences. The Lady opened it (my mom) and without further due, blasted right out. What an evening I had yesterday. It was not well.

It's quite difficult for my to explain my absenteeism but mostly it happened before. Before mid semester. Before the time when I was still believing how young I am to be in college and that I wasn't prepared for it. But now, after mid semester. Im starting to enjoy my life in college and I tried to change. It's not fair on how this happened. Right now I have to send in a letter of explanation to the Program Director and hopefully I am not barred from my examination. As of now, I would also like to explain that this letter is not a barring from examination letter because my absences did not exceed 8 for every subject but this letter wants an explanation from me on why I did not attend tutorial classes. Sighh. From now on I would not let this happen again. Lost of trust is not very nice and when in the morning, you wake up and your mum blasts at you.. It's really not the best experience in the world. hmm..

On the case that she told me, If im not ready to study in college. I should have told them. But the fact im trying to say here before is that I did try. But im always treated as an old man and that I am there to always be prepared for anything. I was before feel unprepared but now I am not. I have adapted to the situation and im happy here. And now... Im supposedly not being able to continue my studies. Right at the point when im most happiest in this life. For this moment, I'll say how disapointed I am in myself and im sorry to everyone I have disapointed. This will not happen again.

CollegeKid out

500 Days of Summer

Hello!

I took a day off just so I can watch this movie today.. I just couldn't resist and bare in my mind that I'd spend the rest of the week without having a chance to watch this movie. sighh. It's such a meaningful movie indeed and that I abfssolutely love it. I love the way both of them fits into the story. I love the character of Summer and I love the fact that Tom absolutely falls in love with her. He's a funny guy and Summer is the theory of the perfect girl every guy wants. Well not fully but almost. I mean she's the type of character I look for in a girl. Well it's an excellent movie and I urge if you haven't to watch it. Of course! My company today was awesome as well. I watched with Raisa and Louis. Her idea to get me out and about but my idea to watch this movie. Of course. XD

I just can't stop thinking about you.

Its sad how like she ended up marrying someone else. And He was just devastated. Excellent movie..

Other than that.. Raisy bought shoes! XD was funny how she can't pick which one to buy. lols and then she bought us Volcano something.. wahtever its called. A dessert from Chillis. :) was like.. one of the best things i have ever tasted. Its got vanilla ice cream, chocolate moist, caramel and more chocolate. haha. I hate chocolate but that was just superb :) and shes leaving for wherever to perform with her Celloooo.. lols So when she comes back. I wanna go eat more of that. Yes raisy? XD

CollegeKid out

You have to be an idiot..

One of worlds most annoying sighT

This was parked right outside my college today. Its disgusting. Its horrid. Its horrible. Its expensive and whoever who buys this car is an idiot and an imbecile. This should be the slogan for Toyota. "The New Toyata Prius, for those who are stupid enough to spend alot of money on a car that doesnt work" -_-' stupid stupid stupid.

CollegeKid out

So much work, so little time.

I've got this ample of workload that I've gotta finish up by this week. It sucks like seriously.Im suppose to start doing it now but im the laziest person in the world so yahh.. damn it

List of things to finish up before friday.

- Islamic Studies group assignment. Slide Show for presentation next week must be finished by this week.

- English Week Exhibition(EWE). Log book needs to be finished by tomorrow. Decorations for log book must be done up soon. Decoration preparation for board next week must be finished up by this week. Slide show for presentation must be finished by friday. Presentation outline by tomorrow. LASC 6 floor(need to make appointment).

- Accounting group assignment. Need to come up with questions for interview of the business. Interviewing business on thursday morning at 8:30am. submission on the 28th.

This is just bonkers. It's killing me. Lack of sleep and all. I don't knoww.. i meann.. i have no idea how to split my time for all these things. Im not used to doing work. Im always just. come home. eat. relax abit. play game.on the internet. chat.. blahh blahh blahh.. bits of work n off to bed.

Now i gotta do all this bullcrap n i havent got time for myself. erghh

CollegeKid out

So I have given up.

Hello.

I finally found time to actually get on this blog to write something up. I want to make a pact. Well not a promise but a pact. That I will update this blog at least once a week. I have to or i'll keep too much pent up aggression in my self and will someday end up killing my self. Very unhealthy.

hmm.. So where do I start? rights.. Hari Raya was a month back. Nothing happened. Got no money during it. So uninteresting. Didnt go anywhere. Did nothing. And yeahh.. thats the end of that.

College.. Has been busy. The most busiest time ever of my life. There is like a whole pile of work to be done. Theres English with the English Week Exhibition on the 27th. Theres essays to be finished up and the Log book for the EWE is not finished yet. And the slide shows for the presentation on the day. And the decoration for our board on the day aswell. and tahts just English. Accounting, there is 4 worksheets of revision question to be done. Ermm.. a few tutorial questions to be done aswell and then there is the assignment due on the 28th. Economics.. Revision must start soon. Because this is the first major final exam. tutorial questions and essays has got to finish up by the coming wednesday aswell. and finally BMA.. filled with a load of tutorial questions and past year papers to be done. n test is this coming tuesday. Hows college life you ask me? it's tiring... -_-

and then now I have to take care of my attendance..8 missing tutorial classes and im barred from the exam.

Economics - 6 absent classes

Accounting - 4 absent classes

Business Maths - 4 absent classes

English - 5 absent classes

Islamic - 7 absent classes

and I have a month more to go.. i have to seriously take care of this problem sighh.. so this concludes the college life section.

So now its time to talk about my personal life..It has not been the happiest time of life right now. Minus the workload from college, i have an even bigger problem. It's called Personal Financial Crisis. Im utterly broke..I have exhausted RM1000 worth of funds this month.In about 15 days. Dad will not bank in anymore money and Mum isn't going to help me on this either. I have 20 bucks to live right now till the end of the month. this is inclusive of parking in college (6 bucks per day) and food.. in which, i won't eat anymore.. Today, going out with the bunch of friends.. I felt really shit. It's like everyone has got money to buy food and enjoy their time but I cant. I have to plan everything that I do. There are considerations that need to be done for every step i make and for every mistake I do. it'l be costly. literally. sighh..while everyone was having fun. I was thinking of all the money i had before and how i've wasted it down the drain n all the food that i have eaten before.. sighh.. I feel like a bum.. I hate this life. it's depressing. I feel like i havent got much to live for.

The thing is, when people say.. "money is not the key to happiness". they are talking absolute claptrap rubbish. Money is everything to every human being. Without money, life cant go on. you cant make any sort of movement because nowadays.. everything you do cost money. thats the problem. and no one believes it. At all.. Money is everything. Money will bring you happiness. will bring you love. will bring you life. will bring you everything that you ever wanted. So please.. guys? stop saying that money doesn't solve anything. because until you dont have anything at all anymore and you cant seek help from your parents. You wont know what life is like to live. everything is money. -_-' believe me. mark my words.

Couple of disappointments aswell. news that sucks. and i really rather not talk about it over here because people can read it... but yeah.

Thats my current update in my life.. Will try to update more often nowadays.

CollegeKid out

Hang in there!

Will update soon!

Selamat Hari Raya

Just want to wish everyone Selamat Hari Raya. Maaf Zahir dan Batin.. and after tomorrow. We can start making sins to each other again.. hahaa.. and do this again next year :P which totally defeats the purpose of saying all this. oh well..

No ones around this year.. Seems and feels like it.. Im talking about friends though. Cuz finally this is the first year in a long while since I have every members of my Family celebrating together. so yeahh :D everyones in..

For various reasons. Im not even excited.. feels normall.. like nothing new.. so yaehh.. hmm

i dont know.. I have no mood to write much right now anywayss.. I just.. miss someone. i think.. i dont know.. oh well

CollegeKid out

How Brilliant You ARE

Hey guys,

Been out and about and I've been busy with assignments again. Had to finish up Accounting assignment for submission of the final work yesterday. Then today had to finish up for EWE (english week exibition). I have a great group. Everyone seems to do what they're suppose to do so thats just excellent. I like that. Im the group leader but i've been about the most horrible one because i've not been entirely involved much. Im sorry about that. Ee Ling, the secretary has been doing most of the work. Really do appreciate that and yesterday was her birthday also. haha. oh well. So gotta submit this draft for the logbook in the morning.

Other than that, Raya is coming up and about in a few days time. Not sure if it'l be on saturday or sunday so yeah. Im not going back to Kuantan this year. Surprisingly. Which is quite alright. Been two years since we had raya back here in KL. It also means that I have internet and I won't be entirely bored. So yeahhh..

Had some interesting talks with Elmo Lexi Ern just now. Bout those vids with 15 Malaysia. Raisa, Johan and Louis is involved in it. Which is the best and interesting part. haha. heres the link http://15malaysia.com/films/rojak/ Go go go check it out. Its rather interesting.. Other vids too :)

I think this picture is just so so very exquisite. I took it. While i was bored. In the traffic jam. Oh F.Y.I I really really really hate traffic jams so yeahh.. this picture is just soo exquisite. For these facts, I love my phone. I took this with my phone but it looks like I took it from an DSLR Camera or something. N79. haha theres more here:

Such exquisite photos. haha :) So yeahh, actually honestly I don't entirely have much idea what to write about in my posts anymore. Mostly it seems to involve alot of rather very boring things. And also, theres at the most 3 or 4 people who reads this blog. Which is also quite sad. But i sure do hope to not neglect this blog like I did with my last one. I guess maybe an update for the image of this blog may be needed. I'll probably do it next week when I have all the time in the world :) 1 week holiday. And also, I really have to study. sighh. I failed accounting and economics mid-term exams. I was like.. waht the eff.. how'd that happen. and I passed off Business Maths just nicely and english.. Passed with Distinction I think but it's probably the worse mark I have ever got in my life for English. And guys; Distinction is just like, a B? or C? im not sure :/ so yeahh.. highest A is like HD which is High Distinction and not High Definition. haha so yeahh.. I have to really really study and make my grade. And I also got a WarNing! from Taylors cuz i've been absent for a few classes. Im waiting for that letter to come by home. So i can rush in a get it for me so Mum won't see.. sighh.. Pleasee Pleasseee i do hope they don't. I'd get slaughtered. SO SO SO Unhealthy for me. lols

SO yeahhh.. I'll do some stuff for now. Watch Top Gear or so. And eventually fall asleep :) nights for now

CollegeKid Out

Early Morning Fued

Stupid german imbecile or something. So there's this facebook group on facebook is called Mercedes CLS. It's well.. a group for that car in which my dad has. Course I do love that car. So I thought i'd join the group.. share ideas with people on the car. So the creator of the group got the bloody cheek to argue with me on this picture

This picture shows the interior rear seats for the Mercedes CL AMG and not the Mercedes CLS. There's a difference idiot.. This is two doors and the CLS is four doors. And I know that this isn't the CLS. The door panels are straight from the Mercedes CL... Are you an idiot? you opened a group straight for Mercedes CLS and you don't even know everything about the car. This shows that you don't have the bloody car. And you've got a bloody cheek to argue with me.

Now this.. this is the interior of the CLS and theres a whole lot of difference. Though this isn't the AMG one like the CL two door. but this will clearly show it's got "doors" at the back and not empty door panels. Some idiots like this like to argue with me about cars..

Hey idiot! Don't bother arguing with me about cars. I know sufficient information about cars and it seems to be much more than you do. asshole.. Don't open a CLS group if you don;t know everything about the car.

erghh.. spoilt my morning -_-

CollegeKid pissed off and out

Hopeless Useless Careless

I was on the internet this morning.. and I found this. lols.. Ain't that a funny funny scenery;

haha, that still gets me. oh well.. Amal and Bobo will mock me sooner or later on this. ngehhh.. oh well.. So yeahh. I had gazillion food just now. No I didn't, but feels like it.. hmm.. Am updating me iPod currently with music. Still quite pulled away by that new nano with that Video Camera. Seems and sounds soo cool. Lucky 'someone' got it. ehemm ehemm Lexii.. haha

Its 621am and im talking to Elianne Sara like.. right now. sooo earlyy.. pfft. oh well.. XD she's telling me how nice her hair is hahaa.. oh well..

Been 3 dayss since college.. If it wasn't for coffee.. I'd die and be sooo asleep right now. sighh.. few more days to Raya. and like.. we're leaving for Kuantan. Cuz of my other house there.. I love and hate that place. sigh.. I hate the fact that it's very hot in the day.. and there isn't internet.. and the neighbours has got wi-fi but locks it up cuz their bitches or something. SHARE damn it..hmm I love it there cuz phones are weirdly cheaper. hmm.. So with a hint of a tail win. I'll get a new phone :D maybee maybe.. im not sure. what do you reckon? i have my doubts. lols
alrighty. Off to college now then.

CollegeKid out

That looks like a funny sign. haha.. I found it at Taylors Main CaMPUs. At likee.. The stairs theree.. imagine someone falling literally.. that'l be like,ultimate hilariousanisms.

Okayy.. I dont knowww.. I feel hyper for zero reason. No reason at all. Oh well..

Currently:

Texting: Pei Ern

Chatting: Elianne

Doing: Typing -_-'

Mood: Slight Hyper and Tired

HI! im bored. i dont know.. ngehh.. ima sleep soon anyways.. this is such a sucky boring arse post.. I dont know what to write about.. NOthing interestings been happening muchh.. And RAISA didn't reply me backk -_-' oh well.. and and.. Amal got her Guitar and Pei Ern got her New iPod and I got nothing.. sighh.. Ouh sold 2 phones to Mr Raj. He seems to be likee.. questioning alot.. like always. haha oh well.. and I miss you too Eleena Zakie!haha.. i haven't been online cuz MSN was a bitch recently with me. so ngeahhh.. ngehh.. needs something to keep me going. and coffee isn't the answer. Suggest me something?

CollegeKid out

Yummmmm.....

YUMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!

Yeahh.. i know.. it's nice. I ate that last night. Recipe of fattening yourself.. sighh.. stupid. but oh well.. it was like.. yummm.. sedapp.. but it cost 10bucks. for what basically is.. veryy veryy small.. soo ngeahh.. but oh well..

CollegeKid out

Im sorry.

Heys.

Sorry I haven't been on. I know i have about ermm.. 3 readers? or 2? ngeahhh.. you guys prolly got bored cuz I didn't update. Nevertheless... im sorry. I've been busy doing MidTerms exams which really sucked. oh well..

Tuesday :- English College Studies

:- Economics Foundation 1

Wednesday :- Business Maths

Thursday :- Accounting Foundation 1

first day was alright..(which is Tuesday btw). and then Wednesday got slightly difficult. Okay nevermind quite fucked up. I did everything but im not sure if its right or not. XD and then Thurday was just total fucked up. Like Accounting was like.. filled with loads of work. Pissed the fucker out of me. I didn't finish the paper. 1 hour I only got to do 80% of the paper. sighh.. but thats over now. Just, loads more assignments to come.. thats all.. oh well..but on wednesday night, I got to watch Bring It On: Fight to the finish .

And after the movie, I got slightly disgusted by them cheerleaders behaviour. It's soo weird. I hate girls like that I think. or not.. I don't know.. but ngeahh.. still.. oh well..

Today went out played golf. blahh blahh blahh then Buka Puasa at Santai Restaurant. and now im here.. drinking water. sleepy. but its only 830pm. soo yeahh.. I'll write more bit later bout more stuff or something. I dont know. lols

CollegeKid out

Musics the way forward

So hey. Morning. I had a fast grab of coffee and water this morning. With about another 3 hours of sleep last night. What the hell, this life's getting miserable. I hate the lack of sleep.sighh.. Oh well.

So I've been working on a song. Surprisingly. Starting yesterday evening and I guess it's working out fine.Im not sure. but well the little few who has heard it and prolly they read this blog too anyways says that it's nice and can't wait to hear it. =S well, thats cuz i've done the music. just the lyrics. Lack of that right now. Oh well..

But when it's done, it'l be a very nice song =)

So yeahh, that's what I've been doing yesterday. And I got lucky yesterday. Went out for buka puasa and I found 100 Smack-a-roons on the floor!! 100bucks. That really made my day. Especially at the time when youre broke, 100 is alot of money. So that cheered me up. haha.

Other than that, hmm.. oh yes Tests yesterday. English was easy. I came about 10minutes late and yet I ended up having about 20minutes before time ends to relax cuz I finished fast. So that went well. Errm, then Economics. It was alright lah. Im still trying to get use to the Taylors Exam Style thing. So I can predict for future referencing you see. :) oh well.. Today I have Business Maths test at 1130am. So from now till then, i'l be studying. hehe.. sucks -_- Honestly! I want to use that time to sleep. sighh.. oh well..I'll post another before I leave maybe alrighty

CollegeKid out