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Morning

Am not going to say good morning because it has not been a good morning. Neither has it been a good evening, a good afternoon or a good night. I must explain at this moment that the letter that I have been expecting for the past month or so has finally arrived. Sounds fine but it arrived when im not home and I had to face the consequences. The Lady opened it (my mom) and without further due, blasted right out. What an evening I had yesterday. It was not well.

It's quite difficult for my to explain my absenteeism but mostly it happened before. Before mid semester. Before the time when I was still believing how young I am to be in college and that I wasn't prepared for it. But now, after mid semester. Im starting to enjoy my life in college and I tried to change. It's not fair on how this happened. Right now I have to send in a letter of explanation to the Program Director and hopefully I am not barred from my examination. As of now, I would also like to explain that this letter is not a barring from examination letter because my absences did not exceed 8 for every subject but this letter wants an explanation from me on why I did not attend tutorial classes. Sighh. From now on I would not let this happen again. Lost of trust is not very nice and when in the morning, you wake up and your mum blasts at you.. It's really not the best experience in the world. hmm..

On the case that she told me, If im not ready to study in college. I should have told them. But the fact im trying to say here before is that I did try. But im always treated as an old man and that I am there to always be prepared for anything. I was before feel unprepared but now I am not. I have adapted to the situation and im happy here. And now... Im supposedly not being able to continue my studies. Right at the point when im most happiest in this life. For this moment, I'll say how disapointed I am in myself and im sorry to everyone I have disapointed. This will not happen again.

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