Hello.
I finally found time to actually get on this blog to write something up. I want to make a pact. Well not a promise but a pact. That I will update this blog at least once a week. I have to or i'll keep too much pent up aggression in my self and will someday end up killing my self. Very unhealthy.
hmm.. So where do I start? rights.. Hari Raya was a month back. Nothing happened. Got no money during it. So uninteresting. Didnt go anywhere. Did nothing. And yeahh.. thats the end of that.
College.. Has been busy. The most busiest time ever of my life. There is like a whole pile of work to be done. Theres English with the English Week Exhibition on the 27th. Theres essays to be finished up and the Log book for the EWE is not finished yet. And the slide shows for the presentation on the day. And the decoration for our board on the day aswell. and tahts just English. Accounting, there is 4 worksheets of revision question to be done. Ermm.. a few tutorial questions to be done aswell and then there is the assignment due on the 28th. Economics.. Revision must start soon. Because this is the first major final exam. tutorial questions and essays has got to finish up by the coming wednesday aswell. and finally BMA.. filled with a load of tutorial questions and past year papers to be done. n test is this coming tuesday. Hows college life you ask me? it's tiring... -_-
and then now I have to take care of my attendance..8 missing tutorial classes and im barred from the exam.
Economics - 6 absent classes
Accounting - 4 absent classes
Business Maths - 4 absent classes
English - 5 absent classes
Islamic - 7 absent classes
and I have a month more to go.. i have to seriously take care of this problem sighh.. so this concludes the college life section.
So now its time to talk about my personal life..It has not been the happiest time of life right now. Minus the workload from college, i have an even bigger problem. It's called Personal Financial Crisis. Im utterly broke..I have exhausted RM1000 worth of funds this month.In about 15 days. Dad will not bank in anymore money and Mum isn't going to help me on this either. I have 20 bucks to live right now till the end of the month. this is inclusive of parking in college (6 bucks per day) and food.. in which, i won't eat anymore.. Today, going out with the bunch of friends.. I felt really shit. It's like everyone has got money to buy food and enjoy their time but I cant. I have to plan everything that I do. There are considerations that need to be done for every step i make and for every mistake I do. it'l be costly. literally. sighh..while everyone was having fun. I was thinking of all the money i had before and how i've wasted it down the drain n all the food that i have eaten before.. sighh.. I feel like a bum.. I hate this life. it's depressing. I feel like i havent got much to live for.
The thing is, when people say.. "money is not the key to happiness". they are talking absolute claptrap rubbish. Money is everything to every human being. Without money, life cant go on. you cant make any sort of movement because nowadays.. everything you do cost money. thats the problem. and no one believes it. At all.. Money is everything. Money will bring you happiness. will bring you love. will bring you life. will bring you everything that you ever wanted. So please.. guys? stop saying that money doesn't solve anything. because until you dont have anything at all anymore and you cant seek help from your parents. You wont know what life is like to live. everything is money. -_-' believe me. mark my words.
Couple of disappointments aswell. news that sucks. and i really rather not talk about it over here because people can read it... but yeah.
Thats my current update in my life.. Will try to update more often nowadays.
CollegeKid out
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