Hi,

It's another sleepness night for me. Its 613am right now. Coffee kills me. I should really stop. The surprising thing is that, my coffee can really last for a while. I took it at 1135pm and im fully awake now. Its, not healthy I must admit but I ended up watching 3 movies tonight. Till now..

Basically in that order. Table For Three is a really good movie. Im glad I ended up getting that and it was great. Was funny and some parts inapropriate but it was good. I liked that. I highly recommend to watch that. Miss March sucks. Don't bother watching it I guess. Im not sure. It's not that very good. Despite all the trailer and whatever, it was quite dissapointing and watching the movie gives you the idea that it was a low budget movie. Well, it made it seem like it. I doubt it was. It involved the PlayBoy Mansion but I don't recommend it. It SUCKS and that's final. There are many other movies you can enjoy. watching MISS MARCH would just be a waste of your time. Then I watched The Notebook. This is by far a very interesting movie. Im not going to say it was a very good romantic movie but it's worth the watch I believe. I got to admit, it's very slow and it takes alot of detailed concentration in watching. Might strain your eye if watched in the dark but its good! Lots of meaningful things in the movie. Worth watching if you havent.

Movie of the night would be Table For Three. I wasn't expecting anything nice out of it, anything funny. I thought it was just another low budget movie with poor acting but it turned out to be a very good movie. I can say id put that into my movie archive. GOOD MOVIE! buy it! watch it! laugh, enjoy, tear up if you must. lols.

So I don't know. Dads coming back today. So I will be going to the airport later on. Right now im not entirely sleepy. Have got a great feeling about not sleeping at all. And I don't want to have that because Mid Terms starts tomorrow. Am not looking forward for it especially Accounting. Not my strongest subject but it's a must to go through it so I will. hmm.. whole week of torture. I haven't studied. As usual. Always the day before. That little few hours I have before the test. hmm. Will do so bit bit bit later....

Im writing this part in slightly different colour because I want to write a tinge bit about my feelings. It's for me. It's for me future reading. When I can totally show to myself what a pathetic imbecile I am at points but yeah. I don't think anyone would bother to read it anyways so yeah.

Im not sure about myself currently right now. Currently I feel like im lost. Currently I feel like im empty. Like I don't have anyone to talk to. or Something. Im not sure. I believe I do but I never do want to talk to anyone about my feelings because I feel pathetic and I don't think anyone would bother to listen even. I feel like I have alot to tell but no one to tell it to. That's what I currently feel. Am I being insecure? or am I just lonely? Somethings wrong... and im not up to face anything at the moment. Moodlets just randomly flying. I can't result to my horoscopes which is the worst part. My phone doesn't work and the rest of the horoscopes isn't giving me the right answers about me. Who am I? im lost in this world right now. Or have I just went astray? To someplace that isn't where im suppose to be. I must pull myself together. and take me back to the place where im suppose to be. It's for my own good.

Am now think that my writing up there is gibberish and it has made no sense. I may re read it again but it's not going to make any sense. Come back to my senses.

Okayy. soo. well. no one reads this blog anyways. I believe that's the best part. haha.. Im just gonna head off to the toilet and do what's neccesary or whatever. haha. it's heating up. My aircond has got a mind of it's own. Shuts down itself just whenever it feels like it. ngehh.. oh well..

CollegeKid out